Dear Baby,
First of all, Happy Birthday. This day is like the best day of my life but I am sure you read the 'like' at the beginning of the sentence. So, I had been preparing for this day for some time now but then the wonderful circumstances that did arise managed to screw the shit out of my plans. To start with, my laptop's data got erased except for my 6th Semester Stuff. Besides this, my laptop crashed and can only work if I get another Hard Disk, in other words I am Lappyless. I have a stupid internet connection and a marvelous PC to reproduce some if not all of what I had made for you. I had no other choice than working online because my folks are at home all the time and these days they don't leave me alone for a single moment. Yesterday, Deepali and I were discussing about your birthday and I told her how I'll go about your birthday but told her to not tell you. I kept track of time last night even while I was driving but then I never intended to wish you. I worked on something, something I planned to give you tonight at the strike of midnight but then Blog.com crashed as well, and with that any hopes of doing something for you were shattered. All the day Deepali kept reporting about your ire and rightly so, but I thought you'd like whatever miniscule result I managed on Blog.com. You called me up in the evening to tell me how mad you were at me and I just prayed that you won't say anything about not wishing you on your birthday. So, the plan was to let you have the worst day of your life, coincidentally your 20th Birthday and then probably sharing the Best moment of your life with you at the stroke of midnight. With my laptop crashing it was reduced to one of the best moments of your life. With my laptop not working it got further reduced to a good moment of your. Finally, with my blog crashing it boiled down to a disastrous day and prayers from my side that you won't bring up not wishing you until then. I know it's 18th of May already and you are super pissed at me, and on top of it I could gift you a bunch of excuses; in a nutshell I made your 20th worse than I planned to. No efforts would bring it all back and nothing would help me hear you smiling on your special day. Something similar happened on our anniversary so your Goof Up hubby isn't that pathetic, sometimes the circumstances make me emerge as an idiot. I'd stop cribbing about petty stuff and would like to wish you a belated Happy Birthday. I could never be able to love you as much as you love me but there's no one I have loved more than you. Once I get some privacy probably I could negate some externalities efficiently but that's for later. You're the most special person in my life and as much as I hated hearing you cry on the phone, I didn't have the courage to tell you there's nothing I could do for you. I have invested all of my life for you, and just want to let you know you're the only person I live with. On a neutral point of view, it's depressing, it really is but can't help it can I. I am sorry for making you cry for nothing. You are more than what I could have ever dreamt for, and much much more. It'd be perfectly okay for you to call me an Ass, but only till your next birthday. Finally, I'm stopping the self loathing as well.
To our many many spectacular moments together, Cheers to your 20th.
I love you
Bewakoof
First of all, Happy Birthday. This day is like the best day of my life but I am sure you read the 'like' at the beginning of the sentence. So, I had been preparing for this day for some time now but then the wonderful circumstances that did arise managed to screw the shit out of my plans. To start with, my laptop's data got erased except for my 6th Semester Stuff. Besides this, my laptop crashed and can only work if I get another Hard Disk, in other words I am Lappyless. I have a stupid internet connection and a marvelous PC to reproduce some if not all of what I had made for you. I had no other choice than working online because my folks are at home all the time and these days they don't leave me alone for a single moment. Yesterday, Deepali and I were discussing about your birthday and I told her how I'll go about your birthday but told her to not tell you. I kept track of time last night even while I was driving but then I never intended to wish you. I worked on something, something I planned to give you tonight at the strike of midnight but then Blog.com crashed as well, and with that any hopes of doing something for you were shattered. All the day Deepali kept reporting about your ire and rightly so, but I thought you'd like whatever miniscule result I managed on Blog.com. You called me up in the evening to tell me how mad you were at me and I just prayed that you won't say anything about not wishing you on your birthday. So, the plan was to let you have the worst day of your life, coincidentally your 20th Birthday and then probably sharing the Best moment of your life with you at the stroke of midnight. With my laptop crashing it was reduced to one of the best moments of your life. With my laptop not working it got further reduced to a good moment of your. Finally, with my blog crashing it boiled down to a disastrous day and prayers from my side that you won't bring up not wishing you until then. I know it's 18th of May already and you are super pissed at me, and on top of it I could gift you a bunch of excuses; in a nutshell I made your 20th worse than I planned to. No efforts would bring it all back and nothing would help me hear you smiling on your special day. Something similar happened on our anniversary so your Goof Up hubby isn't that pathetic, sometimes the circumstances make me emerge as an idiot. I'd stop cribbing about petty stuff and would like to wish you a belated Happy Birthday. I could never be able to love you as much as you love me but there's no one I have loved more than you. Once I get some privacy probably I could negate some externalities efficiently but that's for later. You're the most special person in my life and as much as I hated hearing you cry on the phone, I didn't have the courage to tell you there's nothing I could do for you. I have invested all of my life for you, and just want to let you know you're the only person I live with. On a neutral point of view, it's depressing, it really is but can't help it can I. I am sorry for making you cry for nothing. You are more than what I could have ever dreamt for, and much much more. It'd be perfectly okay for you to call me an Ass, but only till your next birthday. Finally, I'm stopping the self loathing as well.
To our many many spectacular moments together, Cheers to your 20th.
I love you
Bewakoof
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